Do the Right Thing

This doin' the right thing crap is much harder than I thought it would be. Not that I've ever really concentrated on doing the wrong thing before....I just haven't really ever worked too hard at doing the right one either. It takes far less effort to remain somewhat neutral & not go overboard either way. Oh wait, who am I kidding... I don't think I've ever been neutral about ANYTHING in my entire life. A little lacking in the follow-through department perhaps, but never neutral. I feel very strongly about a TON of things- just ask me & I'll tell ya. In fact, u don't even have 2 ask me, cuz more likely than not I'm gonna tell u anyway. But now is one of those times in my life that I am actually going 2 have 2 put some work/ effort behind what it is that I'm trying 2 say/ do. Cuz the oh-so-hard 2 stomache & accept reality is that no one else is gonna do this shit 4 me. I could talk until the end of time (quite convincingly I'd like to think) on what needs to be done/ why/ how/ what the end result should be, blah blah blah- but talking, (which I am a true professional at), is just that... talk. & I honestly can not stand 2 be in this state of something (unhappiess/ anger/ discontent) that I am currently in. So fuck it... I guess I better get 2 work. Apparently there is no other way out. Fuckenaye!!!