Sucks

Sucks when you're trying to talk to someone about something serious and they don't have a mother fucking clue what you're talking about, (nor do they care), or the message you're trying to convey.  And being the idiot, relentless, never wanna give up on anyone person that I am, I just tend to repeat myself- or say it in a different way.... and hope and hope and hope that I will somehow get my point across.  And that shit's just fucking pointless.  You either have a heart, or you don't.... doesn't matter what I have to say or how I say it.  Nothing's gonna change that.  So painful, so hard to accept, so hard to let go.